22 يوليو, 2010

Thursday.July 22.2010

Well Hello again people of the internet. how have you been since my last post? good? :D

Happy Thursday!~ and Happy Weekends..

I'm early I know but I Think since my weekend is gonna be very packed I might not be able to get any internet access until Sunday so I decided to write today and give you your weekly dosage of my awesomeness. LOL!


 

I am excited for something, and I donno if you guys know about this yet or not..but there is a new blog opening soon which is going to be like a Collab or a group effort from some of the usual bloggers that you guys know about! like Zizo from Zizo Magazine, Hussein 
I'm still not sure who's also going to be writing on there BUT I was kindly asked by those awesome people to be apart of this soon to be amazing project and I am Thrilled and flattered.

The blog is going to be called "Arab Gay Pride" and we will try to gather all our thoughts and efforts to come up with some new content directed to the Arabic Gay communities. The blog is still under constructions but it will be great if you guys and girls go and follow us on Facebook and also add the blog to your friends lists.

we also have a twitter account and hopefully we will try to give you the latest updates about the blog on there so be sure to follow us also on Twitter.

So yeah..I'll be writing on there too! I'm not gonna stop my posts here but I'll try and leave the personal stuff on here..and the more serious issues on that one...so yeah Go show your support we need all the support we can get.

also one more thing: if anyone is interested to help out in any way you can e-mail us on:

arabgaypride@hotmail.com


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on the personal level, I had a great meltdown today! I was feeling down regarding some family issues and I just broke down today...which is something that is bound to happen if you're the type that tries too hard to be okay while everything around you seems to be going down the drains..
so today I realized I must do what I do at such times..which is write down a list of reasons why I should be happy. it's a trick that I think might sound stupid to most of you..but actually helps me greatly.

what you need to do is always look forward, always think about the amazing things waiting for you, and stop dwelling on what went over the past...like today!! I was feeling upset with myself for wasting a lot of my time where other people have managed to get ahead in their careers and lives! then when I calmed down I laughed at how much I'm being silly...I mean if you think about it,all we have in this life is time...so why am I crying over the wasted time when this time sums up many life experiences that made me a better person?

if you think about it..it's not really fair to say that my time was wasted, I've lived through a lot of things and as long as I'm learning then I'm for sure not wasting my time... right?

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sometimes I get too critical of myself..I try to push myself a lot to be better...but sometimes We need to take it easy on ourselves..we are in the end humans..and we won't be able to exceed our capabilities if we exhausted ourselves mentally and emotionally crying over what you cannot control.

someone smart told me "it's funny how much we obsess over life when it's just a temporary station"...we cry for problems that are going to be a memory 24 hours later. it's ironic yet relieving somehow!


okay...I realized how boring my post is, so I'll end it here..
I hope you guys have an amazing weekend..you can leave me Questions at formspring if you like.
take care! and cheer up (:


Alex

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